Wednesday, September 7, 2011

A year ago

A year ago today, I could still call you. 
A year ago today, I could still talk to you. 
A year ago today, you were still here. 

A year ago tomorrow, it would be too late. 
A year ago tomorrow, you took matters into your hands. 
A year ago tomorrow, you left your family heart broken. 

You left so many behind, a Mom, Dad, sisters, brothers, neices. nephews, a son, grandparents, cousins, friends, Aunts, Uncles. 
A part of all of us were taken away when you left. 
A part of all of us are waiting for us in Heaven. 

So many times someone will do something and we'll say, "Jason used to do that."
We'll look at Jordan or Jesse and be reminded of how you looked. 

You are another reason we long to go Home.


  1. sending thoughts and prayers to all your family this week. I'm not foolish enough to think I have the right words. Wishing you all may feel His peace.

  2. Beautifully written....Heartbreakingly sad....♥

  3. Thanks Ladies, I wanted to put something about not waiting til it's too late to tell someone you love them....but I guess if they can't figure that out on their own...then my telling them isn't going to do anything. Jason loved telling people he loved them. From an early age Nehemiah would say "I love you" I remember Jason telling him "I love you!" before he left. One time he told me he said it b/c he loved hearing Nehemiah say it back

  4. Very touching, Maria. Your whole family are in my thoughts today.

  5. This is very beautiful... You guys are still all in my hearts and prayers. Jason was such a wonderful person and he will always be missed by many. We will all see him again eventually.

  6. I didn't get a chance to write when I read this before, but I was praying, and will continue to pray for healing takes time...and before you know it we will all be dancing around embracing those that have gone before!